Your ToyFriend

Sorry people ! my blog is dead for quite a long tyme ..

been busy with work and some other stuff..

for now, i also don't know what to update..

hehes....

hmmm.. lets talk about last monday couples day out ..

firstly, bby and naz wait for me and sheera at bedok inter at ard 4,

den off to blue diamond near tekka there by taxi..

hees...i was reali tired at dat tyme..thats why i take taxi lor...

we had our late lunch at  blue diamond..the food there was not that nice like last tyme seh..

regret sia ! nevermind..tetap da masok perot and da berak kan pon..

hahaha..k diam !

afer had our lunch, off to ion by taxi again..hahaha!!

bby nak shopping there as he receive capitaland vouchers from his workplace..

best kan!! he bought 2 T-shirts and 1 kemeja at zara...den the balance vouchers,

 we bought famous amos and share among 4 person..

after shopping, we lepak2 outside ion mall, as we dunnoe where to go already..

we snap alot of pictures there..

at ard 9pm, we went back by train..the 4 of us was so tired already..

hahaha ! aru half day kite jalan2 gnie..blom lagi full day.

.but da lame jugak seh kite tak klua gnie..

hahaha...although we were very tired, but still we had alot of fun..btol tak ?!

ok la..thats all for today...nothing much to talk about already..

pictures cant be upload, i don't know why !

stupid seh !

will try to upload it again next tyme alright !

 wow ! so long never update.. hehe...nak kate busy,tak busy sngt...

 actually malas je nk update... hehs..

 so today i won't update that much cos dunnoe wat to update about..

 today will be staying at home the whole day as mum and uncle have went out to jb,

 so left me with all the kids at home... sian leii...bby pun werk..

.so cant mit hym today.. aru 1 hari tak umpe, da rindu...hmmph !

 i plan to go for private higher nitec,and if i get gd results for my higher nitec i

want to aim for poly to take diploma in business management...

hope that dream of mine will come true..insyallah...

 probs is getting worst and worst.. i cant stand it animore..

 i pity my mum alot..she has give in too much..

and people step on her head.. 

wat the hell ! attitude problem...

 i dunnoe wat is not enuf for them..

 i werk to save money to further my studies,

bt end up i nid to give most of my pay to mum,just to pay those stupid bills...

$400 for the house bill is too much..

we are not rich people for goodness sake..

and its not easy to find money.. dun always think of urself..

think bout others.. pity mum alot.. i reali hope u ken bersabar..

wateva i have,i will help you.. hais..i dun understand this type of people..

 at least i have bby to be my listening ear..

he will always be there to listen to my family prob..

da la...till here onli aitex buhbyes !

Hello.

I am what you pronounced as NORAZIMAH.

Yes, I am what you think I am.

I aint nobody normal for you to piss around with.

Im not Ms Friendly, I can PRICK.

Only when SOMEONE PROVOKED me.

And HELL YEAH,

Im referring to you asshole.

I considered you my own, but what?

I was wrong.

And for all i care, I have my OWN life too.

I dont need you.

At least im earning my own cash.

I dont use people stuffs without permission.

AT LEAST!

Im proud to say, even though i have a nitec cert..

Or even if i dont go far in life,

I have my loved ones.

And im earning ON MY OWN.

Without having to think about the people around me.

I dont AT LEAST, trouble people.

I aint no faker too.

Reasonably, you dont matter.

I just ticked you off, and you cant take it.

For GOODNESS SAKE,

Get your own stuffs.

If you want  "bergaya" pun,

GET YOUR OWN.

Now that your out of my life,

Im so much better.

You thought that I'd be weak without you, but im stronger.

PALA BU LA EH!

Today's your day.

Tomorrow , only god knows.

OHH MYYY!

LET THE BEAT ROCK.

BABY LET ME HATE YOU NOW.

BABY, I CAN BRING YOU DOWN.

THERE'S SO MANY WAYS TO HATE YOU.

You make me wanna say.. "OOHHH MYY GAAWWDD!".

I END MY LINE HERE. (:

heylo peeps !

its been a long tyme since i updated my blog..

been bz werking and some other stuff...

no tyme for computer..hees..

life has been miserable without grandma...

i miss grandma alot..

i cant forget all her good deeds that she has done for me..

usually,grandma will be my ferst priority..but now,

evrthing has change..mum is going to be my ferst priority..

mum only haf me to share probs with..

i will try my best to always be by her side..

and after grandma passed away,

i have started to be more close to my family..

and when i'm trying to get more close to my family,

i feel like i'm neglecting my one and only mohd farhan..

i noe he is very sad bout that...but i'm sori dear...i hope you understand..

i'm the eldest in my family..you should know..i will try to be fair to my family and you bby...

will just wait till you passed out ok..

then we will spent together more often like we used to k syg...

no matter how rarely we meet or how far we are,my love for you will

never ever change b..jus remember that...

and to grandma,

i hope you rest in peace..

and i reali hope you cud come to my dreams and talk to me..

i realli miss you badly  grandma..

only god knows how much i miss you...

watever i do in this house,keeps reminds me of you..

hais..you leave us too fast..

hope to c u soon in my dream k grandma...

i love you so much grandma !

its gonna be a very long post tau kwn2...

jap eh...gmbr dulu..

went JB last wed wif along and ucu and monster..

had fun there...

gi makan!!

went bck ard 11+ tros tido !

haha

dats about wed yea..

those pictures above are ar JB.

sumpah aku masai rbk!

kecik bdae cake.

hepi giler pe ni adk beradk.

celebrate monster nye bdae kat changi village nye pit..had fun there..

da lame siol tk de family gathering..bby book out at 5 on last thurs,

planned to ton,but end up smue nak alek ard 2..bby came down at ard 9+ alone..

told him to bring his friend,but he dun wan..kul 2 smue alek,and luckily pak long send bby bck too

lau tak kesian bby botak aku ken alek sorg..alek tros tido...sumpah penat gayler..i wake up at 11.30 the next dae..

kak ana admitted to the hospital..so went to hosp with bby ard 4+...penat tau...hari2 ade je nak kua..met his sis at hosp and went bck ard

10+ coz bby da penat...but end up,smpi bwh blok je,lepak...stupid nye botak..aku jitak kepale kau yg botak aru tau..

thats all for thurs and fri..tu je gmbr yg aku mampu letak..hehe

stupid botak tongong !

now pasal sat plak...

went to amira nye bdae party

at bby nenek house at bedok..

wen i salam all bby auntie...

smue mcm "eh! ape khabar?"

i feel very shamed sia..

i just kept quiet..hope bby did'nt sae anitng bad bout me towards them..

da lame tk nampak those kids there..

kind of miss them..and irfan has grown up..so cute sak..

but skrg takot org...

alamak !  ape da..

went home by car..his uncle send us bck home..

bby drop at my place as he wans me to put songs in his MP3...

sumpah penat gayler..bby da alek tros tido mcm babi sia..reach home ard 10+ gitu..

on sun plak,in he morning gi sarapan ngan my family and reached home ard

12+...den clean the house smue,and get ready to mit bby,as he is going back to camp soon..

spent tyme wif hym jap at his house..

talk2 smue...ard 4 he siap2...den tros trn lepak jap wif hys friends till ard 5.30 gitu...send me to bustop..

and off he went bck to camp..da..tu je aku mampu...

emelda !!!

sumpah aku rindu kau bodo !!

hope to mit up soon yea !

syg kau pompan giler !

and lastly,i'm gonna miss sister reali badly...

hope evrything will settle soon alright ..

tkcr of urself yea..

dats all okay fren..

bye!